coffee and me and ccie…

gotta have it… i oughta invest in a coffee bean processing plant… i’ve found ccie goes down better with coffee and cream… actually, it’s the jolt that i’m in it for…

when i finally made ccnp and went back to the front desk at the testing center the girl there asked my why i wasn’t smiling… she told me to celebrate… i lied and told her i was sad that i wouldn’t be seeing her again for a year at least… i took my paper, went out to my car and cried…

it was a release, but it was also a fear of the future… a chapter closed but the abyss just opened up… the pain and struggle just renewed with a different set of rules…

legend has it that scott morris was asked how he felt after passing his first ccie… he responded something to the effect that he now realized how little he knew…